My grandma juz passed away. I really don't know what to do. why i am not there for her? what happen to her? can i turn back the time? Whats the problem with her? Why can't she come into my dream and tell me what she want us to do? why? why? why? How?
Think of the past how she treat me...
Its really very memorable. Everyone just gather around and had a good meal. She cook her favourite dish and let us try. Walk all the way from BM to Redhill just not to make us hungry. Cover us when we going to get canned by parents. When moved to JBM she just want us to visit her so she call us. She just stand at the door and see us home, not because she want us to leave but want us to visit her more. She is just care for all of us.
Why cant they let me die first? She is such a nice person. Why she have to go so soon? Whats the problem of her? Isnt the bad ppl haf long life and not the good ppl? Is this fair?
I really hope I was not born. Nothing is fair!